10 Jan: "DELORES JEPPS" by Tim Seibles

"DELORES JEPPS"

It seems insane now, but 
she’d be standing soaked
in schoolday morning light, 

her loose-leaf notebook, 
flickering at the bus stop, 
and we almost trembled

at the thought of her mouth 
filled for a moment with both
of our short names. I don’t know 

what we saw when we saw
her face, but at fifteen there’s
so much left to believe in,


that a girl with sunset
in her eyes, with a kind smile, 

and a bright blue miniskirt softly 
shading her bare thighs     really 
could be The Goddess. Even
the gloss on her lips sighed
Kiss me    and you’ll never

do homework again. Some Saturdays 
my ace, Terry, would say, “Guess 
who was buying Teaberry gum
in the drugstore on Stenton?”

And I could see the sweet 
epiphany still stunning his eyes

and I knew that he knew
that I knew he knew    I knew— 

especially once summer had come, 
and the sun stayed up till we had 
nothing else to do but wish
and wonder about
fine sistas

in imsy culottes and those hotpants! 
James Brown screamed about: Crystal 
Berry, Diane Ramsey, Kim Graves,
and
her. is was around 1970: Vietnam 
to the left of us, Black Muslims
to the right, big afros all over my

Philadelphia. We had no idea 
where we were, how much history 
had come before us—how much 
cruelty, how much more dying 
was on the way. For me and Terry, 
it was a time when everything said

maybe, and maybe being blinded 
by the beauty of a tenth grader 
was proof that, for a little while, 
we were safe from the teeth
that keep chewing up the world. 
I’d like to commend

my parents    for keeping calm,
for not quitting their jobs or grabbing 

guns and for never letting up
about the amazing “so many doors 

open to good students.” I wish


I had kissed
Delores Jepps. I wish I could 

have some small memory of her 
warm and spicy mouth to wrap 
these hungry words around. I

would like to have danced with her, 
to have slow-cooked to a slow song 
in her sleek, toffee arms: her body 
balanced between the Temptations’ 
five voices and me—a boy anointed

with puberty, a kid with a B 
average and a cool best friend.
I don’t think I’ve ever understood 

how lonely I am, but I was

closer to it at fteen because
I didn’t know anything: my heart 

so near the surface of my skin

I could have moved it with my hand.

9 Jan: "The Dream About Shouting" by Dominique Christina

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"The Dream About Shouting" by Dominique Christina.

in the dream every word
is red paint
i speak, it look like a murder scene.
they try shutting my lips
with caution tape
but I am burnin' my mouth down.
it's gon' come back to me
a new thing
no troll bridged tongue
no yawping
soundless empty.
in the dream
i am waiting for my mouth to be born
when she is...
everything gon' be loud.

8 Jan: "M&M Stares" by Erin Forrest

a bag of M&M
at me it stares
the gym was lunch
to falter is loss

7 Jan: "Untitled" by Jason Shinder

Untitled by Jason Shinder

If there is no cure, I still want to correct a few things

and think mostly of people, and have them all alive.
I want a door opening in me that I can enter

and feel the clarity of evening and the stars beginning.

One after another, I want my mistakes returning
and to approach them on a beach like a man

for whom there is no division between on way or another.

My most faithful body, you are not in the best of shape,
far from the glitter of the river in which you once swam.

But I want good tears when I stand on the street

and, from the sky, drifts down the finest mist on my face.
Not everything is given and it should not permit sadness.

Let me
Let me keep on describing things to be sure they happened.

6 Jan: "Blue" by Carl Phillips

Blue

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As through marble or the lining of   
certain fish split open and scooped   
clean, this is the blue vein 
that rides, where the flesh is even   
whiter than the rest of her, the splayed   
thighs mother forgets, busy struggling   
for command over bones: her own,   
those of the chaise longue, all 
equally uncooperative, and there’s   
the wind, too. This is her hair, gone   
from white to blue in the air. 

This is the black, shot with blue, of my dark   
daddy’s knuckles, that do not change, ever.   
Which is to say they are no more pale   
in anger than at rest, or when, as 
I imagine them now, they follow 
the same two fingers he has always used   
to make the rim of every empty blue 
glass in the house sing. 
Always, the same 
blue-to-black sorrow 
no black surface can entirely hide. 

Under the night, somewhere 
between the white that is nothing so much as   
blue, and the black that is, finally; nothing,   
I am the man neither of you remembers.   
Shielding, in the half-dark, 
the blue eyes I sometimes forget 
I don’t have. Pulling my own stoop- 
shouldered kind of blues across paper.   
Apparently misinformed about the rumored   
stuff of dreams: everywhere I inquired,   
I was told look for blue.

5 Jan: "A Small Needful Fact" by Ross Gay

A Small Needful Fact

Is that Eric Garner worked
for some time for the Parks and Rec.
Horticultural Department, which means,
perhaps, that with his very large hands,
perhaps, in all likelihood,
he put gently into the earth
some plants which, most likely,
some of them, in all likelihood,
continue to grow, continue
to do what such plants do, like house
and feed small and necessary creatures,
like being pleasant to touch and smell,
like converting sunlight
into food, like making it easier
for us to breathe.

4 Jan: "The Woman Is about Hair" by Joshua Jennifer Espinoza

The woman is about hair
gathering on the ground and between the breasts
that move up and down with each breath
in suffering.
In twenty years I will exist.
Even if i’m dead in twenty years I will exist
more than I do now.
I shave my legs in the shower
until my ass goes numb.
The water gathers all of me around
and says “that’s what you get”
the same way men say
“that’s just how the world works”
as if they’re happy about it.
I make a prayer for you in front of the closet mirror
where the light from inside moves
around the room to see itself reflected.
The woman sees herself in everything and nothing.
You can open the news and read
anything you want to.
That’s the magic of being alive here.
You can even read about yourself
long after you’re dead.

3 Jan: "It Is Quiet in the Morning" by Joshua Jennifer Espinoza

It is quiet in the morning.
I am female-bodied.
Last night’s air is still
inside the trees.
A loud clap of thunder
from earlier this month
is stuck in the window.
I dress myself with
a large paper bag
and go outside in the wind.
Nothing happens.
I shudder
and break into pieces
but nothing happens.
You come out and find me
alone in the grass
covered in a purple rash.
You call me lacking
and kiss me with the words
that erase me from existence.
Everything I’ve done
comes from a place of dying.

2 Jan: "The Moon Is Trans" by Joshua Jennifer Espinoza

"THE MOON IS TRANS"
The moon is trans.
From this moment forward, the moon is trans.
You don’t get to write about the moon anymore unless you respect that.
You don’t get to talk to the moon anymore unless you use her correct pronouns.
You don’t get to send men to the moon anymore unless their job is
to bow down before her and apologize for the sins of the earth.
She is waiting for you, pulling at you softly,
telling you to shut the fuck up already please.
Scientists theorize the moon was once a part of the earth
that broke off when another planet struck it.
Eve came from Adam’s rib.
Etc.
Do you believe in the power of not listening
to the inside of your own head?
I believe in the power of you not listening
to the inside of your own head.
This is all upside down.
We should be talking about the ways that blood
is similar to the part of outer space between the earth and the moon
but we’re busy drawing it instead.
The moon is often described as dead, though she is very much alive.
The moon has not known the feeling of not wanting to be dead
for any extended period of time
in all of her existence, but
she is not delicate and she is not weak.
She is constantly moving away from you the only way she can.
She never turns her face from you because of what you might do.
She will outlive everything you know.

1 Jan: "A Woman Speaks" by Audre Lorde

A Woman Speaks

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Moon marked and touched by sun   
my magic is unwritten 
but when the sea turns back 
it will leave my shape behind.   
I seek no favor 
untouched by blood 
unrelenting as the curse of love   
permanent as my errors 
or my pride 
I do not mix 
love with pity 
nor hate with scorn 
and if you would know me 
look into the entrails of Uranus   
where the restless oceans pound. 

I do not dwell 
within my birth nor my divinities   
who am ageless and half-grown   
and still seeking 
my sisters 
witches in Dahomey 
wear me inside their coiled cloths   
as our mother did 
mourning. 

I have been woman 
for a long time 
beware my smile 
I am treacherous with old magic   
and the noon's new fury 
with all your wide futures   
promised 
I am 
woman 
and not white.